Marriage Diaries: I’ve Regretted Our Marriage Since the First Year

When Tiwalade*, 31, got married, she wasn’t sure she wanted it. Three years in, she’s confronted many of the things she once worried about, including infidelity, emotional and financial abuse, and the feeling that she’s losing parts of herself. In this week’s Marriage Diaries, Tiwalade shares how she ignored her instincts when her relationship moved too fast, the pregnancy that made her question whether she wanted to stay married, and why she’s now counting the days until she can leave.